I just confronted one of the girls Hailey responded to from a Craigslist ad (in Women 4 women). Her name is Laura Jean Warner (I’m no longer protecting names. If you disrespect me, I have no reason to protect you). All I wanted was for her to tell me whether or not her and Hailey hooked up, so I could finally confront her with not bits and pieces of facts, but the smoking gun. I was polite in my emails to Laura. She refused to answer, told me to discuss it with Hailey, and wished me luck. I’ve heard this before, so I wrote back (gave her a link to this blog to read so as to hopefully give her a sense of some humanity – which apparently she has none) saying I took that as a ‘yes’. She responded (after I noticed she read this blog) saying “You say you don’t understand what she wants. She wants pussy now and then. Accept it or don’t. It’s not about you.” With all I am going through, this is such a cold slap in the face. My fiancee doesn’t JUST want pussy now and then – she is struggling as a bisexual woman torn between her desires and her commitment to the man she loves and wants to marry. It’s not that cut and dry to her (I don’t think – if it is, Hailey, please let me know). Does she want female intimacy? Hell yes. Does she want to ruin her relationship with me? Well, even though she is, I don’t believe she really wants to ruin it. I think she’s torn.
Monday, October 12, 2009
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