Ok, anyone who’s read through my blog before probably read the Hooking Up post? The girl at the party? Yeah that girl… so it’s two weeks later now and she’s driving me crazy. We spoke (well… texted, this is the technological age) all the time from like the day after that party through last week. I’ve seen her twice since, she spent the night last Friday… and I took her back up Saturday morning. However, and I know this is ridiculous, our spring breaks are at different times (hers is right now through next week, mine’s the week after that) and I miss her… a lot. We’ve been talking for two weeks, if that’s even what you can call it, and I miss her a lot.
Gah! This is ridiculous. And frustrating. For the bulk of the last two weeks I’ve let her take the lead, I’ve waited for her to text me, let her initiate the bulk of hang out times, etc. in an effort to go her pace, not rush her, etc. I know she’s “been” with women before, I don’t know if she’s ever been with a woman before and I don’t want to rush her, freak her out, etc… but this is painful. I want to text her and tell her I miss her and then that feels obsessive… sheesh. No one makes me act like this. Maybe there’s something there after all. I’ve just got to hope her bisexual leaning wins out and she doesn’t slip back towards the Y chromosome end of the spectrum…
No comments:
Post a Comment