I WANT IT ALL

I got something

but it’s not enough

I get nothing

but a tease and a touch

I don’t want everything

I wan’t it all

I ask for nothing

but I feel it call

I feel passion

I feel lust

but this strange desire

I most definitely can’t trust

Inspired, yet

sickened by my thoughts

wanting to come out

but don’t wanna get caught

Desire so strong

provoking my fears

erotic and wrong?

I’ve wanted it for years

Maybe I’m all messed up

maybe I need to feel alive

maybe all my desires

don’t need to collide

Offer it to me

Don’t make me decide

as strong as it is

I still haven’t tried

Carina Fosse

August, 2000