Know When To Face The Music

This is all too embarrassing, now.  This all started at the end of July and it’s already the beginning of November.  I’m sure most people reading this would see me as being pathetic to keep holding on, when obviously she’s just not that into me.  It’s hard to let go.  I feel sick thinking about it.  But if she’s into finding new love (or new lust), and not into us, there’s nothing I can do about that.  I can’t convince her to be present and faithful.  If she doesn’t feel it, she doesn’t feel it.  End of story.  This is so hard, so sad.