on a south african beach
Back on the meds, v swiftly. It really was too damn soon for any ill-effects, so it’s possible that recent ill-effects were circumstantial – it’s not even that I wasn’t bashing myself etc etc before I stopped, but wtf … might as well take any help I can get. Today I was fairly suicidal. Regression … serious head punching today, not flathanded now. Serious fight with the old lady – really bad. One of those no-way-back situations too, but there’s nothing I can do about it right now. One day.
I’ll be so glad to see my gf tomorrow, found her another sea glass heart on the beach today, when the day was still a good one.
Got home from work yesterday and slept from, I dunno, 7 till half past midnight, then awake till 4 then slept till 9.30.
Reading: Count Zero – William Gibson. Started watching: Pirates of Silicone Valley. Listened to – James – The Collection.
If I was a/an _____, I’d be ______
TV show: M*A*S*H
Song: Lost Cause – Beck
Movie: Three Colors – Blue
Book: Generation X – Douglas Coupland
TV character: Kramer (Seinfeld)
City: oh, something post-apocalypse
Verb: hide
Color: blue
Animal: warthog
Emotion: melancholy
Article of clothing: faded ripped baggy jeans
Flavor: bitter
Food: a cheese sandwich
Vice: cigarettes and chocolate milk
Plant: kaktus
Mythological animal: griffon
Letter: x
Inanimate object: pillow
Scent: oranges
Season: winter
Fruit: durian
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