Storm: Storm.. Where do I begin.. Well, she’s my exgirlfriend. I could go on and on about her, but I’ll try to keep this as brief as possible. For nearly two years, she was my rollercoaster ride. We were completely opposites and from totally different backgrounds. We fell for each other hard and fast. Unfortunately, she had/has a LOT of growing up to do. It’s incredibly amazing how someone can cause you so much PLEASURE and PAIN all at once. The sex – AMAZiNG. The lies – NOT SO AMAZING. Our issues ran deep, but everytime she insisted she had changed, I couldn’t help but give her another chance. What can I say, I was in love.. Our issues ran deep. She couldn’t be honest with me to save her life when it came to her “friends”.. She had an absolutely HORRENDOUS temper.. smh, the list goes on and on. Silly me, I took her back time and time again. Things ultimately ended because she threw a fit one day and I was just tired of it. Rather than give her the reaction and satisfaction she wanted, I blew her off and maintained silence for the next few days (she didn’t try talking to me either). Finally, on about the third or fourth day she asks me “where we stand”.. I was drained at this point.. I told her that it was her decision.. she took it as a sign of “me no longer wanting our relationship” and decided “IT was over”.. I chose not to respond to her final text message. She immediately posted a new away message stating: “It’s funny how you told me you wouldn’t fight to keep me because it’s my decision to leave. That shows how much you love me.”
Correct me if I am wrong readers, but should I fight for someone who isn’t fighting for me back? You chose to act out your damn mind, you chose to end things because you couldn’t have your way – and quite honestly, I’ve had enough of the bullshit.. Why should I chase you?!.. GIRL BYE.
Okay, let me be fair. We were on and off for two years.. so, it couldn’t have been that bad right? WRONG. When you’ve spent nearly everyday with someone for over a year and a half, old habits die hard. We had EXCELLENT times together. She ALWAYS had me laughing (she was truly hilarious), she was EXTREMELY affectionate, she was highly attentive and ALWAYS available for me. I have to admit, sometimes I do miss the GOOD times.. but the negative moments drained me.
There are things you get in one relationship with one person that you will NEVER find with anyone else.. and as crazy as the ride with her may have been, truth be told, I’ll always have love for her.. old habits die hard.
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