My heart is going to explode. Two years (at least….yikes) of playing around for entertainment only, operating with the emotional depth of an oyster, has left me ill prepared to be totally smitten…with a fucking stranger no less! She’s driving me to distraction and I don’t even know her name.
It was much easier to deal with a crush when I could choke back all the messy nervous excitement into cynical conquer and destroy methodology.
I love this feeling.
Maybe I’m going to throw up.
The worst case scenario is better than doing nothing. I’m going to have to make an opportunity.
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